Allah\u0131m \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun sana, bu kelimeler \u015f\u00fckran\u0131m\u0131 ifade etmeye yeterli olur mu bilmem.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun ki bu sabah da uyand\u0131m, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na, sevgililerine uyanamayan onca insan varken.<\/p>\n
S\u0131cak yorgan\u0131ma uyand\u0131m, kanalizasyon bo\u015fluklar\u0131nda, ATM odalar\u0131nda uyananlar varken, onlar da senin sevgili kullar\u0131nken bana b\u00f6yle bir hayat verdin, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun.<\/p>\n
Gerindim ve aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131y\u0131m, ayaktay\u0131m \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun, aya\u011fa kalkamayanlar var, kendi iki aya\u011f\u0131mla kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Aynaya bakt\u0131m, kendimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bir kez daha, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun \u2013 g\u00f6remeyenler var ne kendini, ne sevdiklerini, ne de g\u00fcne\u015fi. (Kad\u0131n b\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131kla \u015fehrin g\u00fcndelik karma\u015fas\u0131n\u0131 tarif ediyor k\u00f6r adama, adam i\u00e7 ge\u00e7irip, \u201cKe\u015fke bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rebilseydim,\u201d diyor… \u00d6n\u00fcndeki levhada, \u201cTanr\u0131 g\u00f6zlerimi kapatt\u0131, \u015fimdi g\u00f6rebiliyorum,\u201d yaz\u0131l\u0131… G\u00f6rebildiklerime \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun.)<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn de \u015funu mu yesem bunu mu, aman fazla yemeyeyim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp durdum mutfakta \u2013 \u201cBug\u00fcn yiyecek bir \u015feyim var m\u0131?\u201d diye uyanan insanlar var, ben se\u00e7enekler aras\u0131nda yapay s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar ya\u015farken, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun sana.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcce Mevlana bile terk edilmi\u015f, sevdi\u011finden ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, ci\u011feri yanm\u0131\u015f, sevdi\u011fimle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hayat i\u00e7in, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u015fk i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun. Sevmenin, sebepsiz ve kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z sevmenin, ama\u00e7s\u0131z ve hedefsiz, sadece sevmenin ne oldu\u011funu bilmeyen onca insan var, sevdi\u011fim i\u00e7in, sevdi\u011fimle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar i\u00e7in ve bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 dahi ya\u015famama de\u011fdi\u011fine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun.<\/p>\n
Her sabah bir k\u00f6r karanl\u0131\u011fa, derin bir tats\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa uyanan insanlar var, beyin kimyalar\u0131 huzura, zevke, mutlulu\u011fa elvermeyen insanlar, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun ki hayat\u0131mda ne\u015fe, huzur, keyif, mutluluk var, v\u00fccudum gerekli maddeleri gerekti\u011fi kadar \u00fcretiyor, k\u00f6r karanl\u0131klar beni ele ge\u00e7iremiyor \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Bir kitap okuman\u0131n, bir \u015fiir okuman\u0131n zevkini, ruhun bunlarla nas\u0131l da beslenip geni\u015fledi\u011fini bilmeyen insanlar var, okudu\u011fum bunca sat\u0131ra, bunca m\u0131sraya \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun, bana ba\u015fka d\u00fcnyalara dalman\u0131n, d\u00fcnyaya ba\u015fka a\u00e7\u0131lardan bakman\u0131n muhte\u015femli\u011fini g\u00f6sterdi\u011fin i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun verdiklerinin de\u011ferini anlayabildi\u011fim, sana \u015f\u00fckredebildi\u011fim i\u00e7in \u2013yiyecek yeme\u011fini, s\u0131cak yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sevdiklerini, annesini, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131, rahat\u00e7a ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 koca bir nefesi \u015f\u00fckretmeye de\u011fer bulmayan onca insan varken beni \u015f\u00fckredebilenlerden k\u0131ld\u0131n, sen yapt\u0131n, beni bunca \u015fansl\u0131, bunca mutlu, bunca m\u00fcte\u015fekkir k\u0131ld\u0131n, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun. Bana sisteminin m\u00fckemmelli\u011fini ya\u015fatt\u0131n, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n hatas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterdin, beni inanc\u0131na getirdin.<\/p>\n
Bana inand\u0131n ve beni inand\u0131rd\u0131n, beni sana inand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun. Sana inanman\u0131n, -iyi ve k\u00f6t\u00fc diye ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z- her \u015feyin senin l\u00fctfunla vuku buldu\u011funa inanmak oldu\u011funu g\u00f6sterdin. Kafama vura vura \u00f6\u011frettin (ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00f6\u011frenemedim ki!) \u201ck\u00f6t\u00fc\u201d dedi\u011fim \u015feye de sabretmeyi, onu da kabul etmeyi, ona da nihayet \u015f\u00fckretmeyi. Bana, kar\u015f\u0131nda kul olmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frettin, \u00f6\u011frenemedim daha ama \u00f6\u011frenmem gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011frendim, her g\u00fcn \u00f6\u011freniyorum, her \u015feye yaln\u0131z ve yaln\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131nda boynumu b\u00fckerek ula\u015fabilece\u011fimi \u00f6\u011frendim, \u00f6\u011freniyorum her ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131mla, bana \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fin, beni \u00f6\u011fretilmeye de\u011fer g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, beni \u00f6\u011frenebilecek duruma getirdi\u011fin i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun.<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131mda olan ve olmayan, yeterli olan, fazla olan ve eksik olan her \u015feyi sen l\u00fctfettin, hepsinden \u00f6nemlisi, bana \u015f\u00fckretmeyi l\u00fctfettin: \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun sana.<\/p>\n
(aral\u0131k 2009)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Allah\u0131m \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun sana, bu kelimeler \u015f\u00fckran\u0131m\u0131 ifade etmeye yeterli olur mu bilmem. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun ki bu sabah da uyand\u0131m, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131na, sevgililerine uyanamayan onca insan…<\/p>\n