Bug\u00fcn Paskalya Pazar\u0131. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra yeniden dirildi\u011fi pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc. Mezar\u0131na hava hen\u00fcz ayd\u0131nlanmadan giden Maria Magdalena\u2019n\u0131n kocaman ta\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kefenleri etrafa da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olarak buldu\u011fu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130sa dirildi, bizler art\u0131k \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u00f6lesi de\u011filiz!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n \u0130nanmak nedir? T\u00f6reni yapan gen\u00e7 rahip, onlarca senedir her g\u00fcn dua ederken kendine s\u0131k s\u0131k bunu sordu\u011funu, bunu sorgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. Ve buldu\u011fu cevap, beni de tatmin etti: \u0130nanmak, her g\u00fcn inanmay\u0131 se\u00e7mektir! Her g\u00fcn, inanman\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu sormak ve her g\u00fcn inanman\u0131n teslimiyet oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlamak, her g\u00fcn teslim olmay\u0131 tekrar se\u00e7mek ve tekrar kabul etmektir.<\/p>\n Maria Magdalena, dedi rahip, hava ayd\u0131nlanmadan \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n mezar\u0131na gitti: yani karanl\u0131kta, yani her \u015fey net olarak ortaya \u00e7\u0131kmadan \u2013 o, karanl\u0131ktayken de inand\u0131. Meryem Ana\u2019n\u0131n, \u201canlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da inand\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d gibi. Ger\u00e7ek anlamda inand\u0131, gayba inand\u0131. Bizse h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00f6nce anlayal\u0131m da sonra inanal\u0131m diye u\u011fra\u015f\u0131p duruyoruz. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczle g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, mant\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcnce. E nerde kald\u0131 onun inanmak k\u0131sm\u0131?<\/p>\n Ve, dedi rahip, H\u0131ristiyanl\u0131k s\u00f6yleminde inananlar kurtar\u0131lmak i\u00e7in dua eder ya, siz kurtar\u0131ld\u0131n\u0131z bile, etraf\u0131n\u0131zdaki her \u015fey kurtar\u0131ld\u0131 bile, ve bu ne demek: Kurtar\u0131ld\u0131ysak, her \u015fey asl\u0131nda olup bittiyse, bu \u00e7abadan, bu didinmeden \u00e7\u0131kman\u0131n, sadece olman\u0131n zaman\u0131d\u0131r…<\/p>\n Bug\u00fcn Paskalya Pazar\u0131. \u00c7arm\u0131ha gerilen \u0130sa \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcnde, yakla\u015f\u0131k iki bin sene evvel, bug\u00fcn mezar\u0131ndan diriltildi ve g\u00f6\u011fe y\u00fckseldi. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 da yan\u0131nda g\u00f6t\u00fcrerek. Ona inananlar, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u00f6lesi olmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, \u0130sa sevgisiyle, Tanr\u0131 sevgisiyle, Bir’lik inanc\u0131yla sonsuz hayata kavu\u015facaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6rd\u00fcler. Bizlere de onlar\u0131n s\u00f6zlerine inanmak \u2013ya da inanmamak- kal\u0131yor.<\/p>\n Bug\u00fcn, Paskalya Pazar\u0131\u2019nda, o \u015ei\u015fman Han\u0131m<\/i>\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Ve sevgili J. D. Salinger ad\u0131na bir kez daha, kendime onu hat\u0131rlatmaya karar verdim. Glass \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n radyo program\u0131na \u00e7\u0131karken ayakkaplar\u0131n\u0131 \u201co \u015ei\u015fman Han\u0131m<\/i>\u201d i\u00e7in parlatmalar\u0131 gibi, her \u015feyi onun i\u00e7in yapmay\u0131 denemeye. Ve onun \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n ta kendisi oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlamaya. O \u015ei\u015fman Han\u0131m<\/i>\u0131n, ve surats\u0131z kasiyerin, ve yolumuzu kesen trafik \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn, ve \u00f6deme isteyen alacakl\u0131n\u0131n, ve bunayan dedemizin, ve sayg\u0131s\u0131z i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n, ve g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fc kom\u015fu \u00e7ocu\u011funun… Hepsinin \u0130sa oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n \u0130nanmak, ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmektir. Herkesin bu g\u00fczelli\u011fi tatmas\u0131 dile\u011fiyle: Mutlu Paskalyalar!<\/p>\n (Nisan 2012)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bug\u00fcn Paskalya Pazar\u0131. \u0130sa\u2019n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra yeniden dirildi\u011fi pazar g\u00fcn\u00fc. Mezar\u0131na hava hen\u00fcz ayd\u0131nlanmadan giden Maria Magdalena\u2019n\u0131n kocaman ta\u015f\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, kefenleri etrafa da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olarak buldu\u011fu…<\/p>\n