{"id":44,"date":"2016-02-11T12:46:27","date_gmt":"2016-02-11T10:46:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/?p=44"},"modified":"2016-02-29T16:01:10","modified_gmt":"2016-02-29T14:01:10","slug":"saatler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/2016\/02\/11\/saatler\/","title":{"rendered":"Saatler"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Siz, saatleri ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z. Hen\u00fcz s\u00f6zc\u00fck haline d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015f, ya da bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f durumlar yaratt\u0131n\u0131z. Tan\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131m. <\/i>(Cemal S\u00fcreya, G\u00fcz Biti\u011fi)<\/p>\n

En sevdi\u011fim saatler, ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc saatleri. Her \u015feyin nihayetlendi\u011fi zaman. G\u00fcn\u00fcn sona erip dingin gecenin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o saat.<\/p>\n

Ancak belli bir e\u015fi\u011fi ge\u00e7en ruh, dinginlikte keyif bulur. Aray\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde olana g\u00f6re de\u011fildir s\u00fckunet, fenal\u0131k getirir, olup olaca\u011f\u0131 bu mudur, dedirtir. Oysa ben dinmi\u015fim\u2026 Olup olaca\u011f\u0131 bu olsun, ak\u015fam olsun, g\u00fcn sade, yava\u015f bitsin, dinelim dinlenelim, ba\u015fka ne isterim\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte soba yakma zaman\u0131 geldi. G\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyice azald\u0131 ama direniliyor h\u00e2l\u00e2 elektri\u011fe muhta\u00e7 olmaya \u2013 ah i\u015fte bu, her iki tarafa da g\u00f6z k\u0131rpan anlar! Hem g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc hem geceyi avucunda tutan dakikalar! \u0130\u015f g\u00f6recek kadar bir yak\u0131l\u0131p hemen s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcyor elektrik, eskiden, ilk kullan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 zamanlarda yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi. Bizim k\u00f6ye 1960\u2019larda gelmi\u015f elektrik; Memet amcam gelmesi i\u00e7in u\u011fra\u015fanlardanm\u0131\u015f da kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kanlar, keyfiniz bilir, elektrik tellerine iyi \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r as\u0131l\u0131r, diye e\u011fleniyormu\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n

Renkli, h\u0131zl\u0131, yapay g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler saatine, televizyonun metalik ve mekanik renklerinin ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz hakimiyetine ge\u00e7meden, \u015fu alacakaranl\u0131k devrini uzatmak i\u00e7in, ge\u00e7ici zaferler elde etmek i\u00e7in mumlar yan\u0131yor: B\u00fcy\u00fck, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, renkli, her k\u00f6\u015feden bir titrek \u0131\u015f\u0131k yay\u0131ls\u0131n, can yay\u0131ls\u0131n eve diye\u2026 Mumlar\u0131n zarif uvert\u00fcr\u00fc olmadan soban\u0131n g\u00fcr\u00fcldemesine, \u00e7\u0131ralarla odunlar\u0131n, \u00e7am a\u011fac\u0131 ve zeytin kokular\u0131n\u0131n halvetine ge\u00e7ilir mi?<\/p>\n

Soba yanmadan evvel g\u00fczel bir m\u00fczik konuyor ama, ev karanl\u0131\u011fa teslim olurken \u2013 m\u00fczik deyince cazdan bahsediyorum tabii, \u015f\u00f6yle hakiki s\u0131zma el yap\u0131m\u0131: Miles, Coltrane, Monk, Birdie\u2026 Saksofonlar, kontrbaslar karanl\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 dirensin diye hep beraber. You don\u2019t know what love is, A night in Tunisia, Autumn leaves, Things ain\u2019t what they used to be\u2026<\/p>\n

Alacakaranl\u0131kta, g\u00fcne\u015fli bir g\u00fcn olmu\u015fsa bug\u00fcn gibi, muhte\u015fem renkleriyle bir g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131 bekliyor pencerelerin ard\u0131nda. Bug\u00fcnlerde B\u00fclb\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda bat\u0131yor g\u00fcne\u015f, Ku\u015fadas\u0131 hizas\u0131nda \u2013 ama mart dedin mi gelecek Pamucak K\u00f6rfezinin ufkunu devralacak. K\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmurlar\u0131yla taze, \u00e7i\u011f bir ye\u015file bezenmi\u015f B\u00fclb\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131 arkas\u0131nda pembelerle, turuncularla, bo\u011fuk gri mavilerle sakl\u0131yor g\u00fcne\u015fi bir kez daha. Evin i\u00e7ine kadar s\u0131z\u0131yor k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tonlar\u0131, insan\u0131n i\u00e7i \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Ben g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 izlemek isterim her g\u00fcn. Hani soruyorsunuz\u00a0 ya, neden\u00a0 gittin \u0130stanbul\u2019dan diye: \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden! G\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131na bakan bir \u015fehirde ya\u015fad\u0131m bir s\u00fcre; ondan sonra bir daha \u0131s\u0131namad\u0131m \u0130stanbul\u2019a: G\u00fcne\u015fin batmamas\u0131na, \u00f6ylece, sinsice kayboluvermesine. Faka bast\u0131rmas\u0131na insan\u0131. \u0130stanbul, her \u015feyin doruk noktas\u0131 olan \u015fehir, milyonlar\u0131n milyonlarca sebepten tek a\u015fk\u0131 olan \u015fehir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bir kez daha g\u00f6sterir, onca\u011f\u0131z zevki bile esirger ya\u015fayanlar\u0131ndan, payla\u015fmaz o g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 sizinle, karanl\u0131klar\u0131na gizleyiverir.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmeden iflah olmam ben art\u0131k. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc, gecemi, saatimi, sa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 solumu bilemem. Hesapla\u015famam kendimle, ortada kal\u0131r\u0131m. Burada, zeytinlerin aras\u0131nda, da\u011flar\u0131n yamac\u0131nda, \u00e7amlar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde apa\u00e7\u0131k bat\u0131yor i\u015fte g\u00fcne\u015f her g\u00fcn\u2026 K\u00f6y\u00fcn giri\u015findeki eski kilisenin giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131 bat\u0131ya bakar. Kap\u0131n\u0131n iki yan\u0131nda oturma yerleri, kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda avlunun al\u00e7ak duvar\u0131 vard\u0131r, merakl\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6yle k\u00f6y\u00fcn tam k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na oturup g\u00fcn\u00fcn gidi\u015fini izlesin diye. Sonra y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n, en parlaklar\u0131ndan ba\u015flayarak tek tek belirmesini. Memet amcan\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131p, mutfa\u011f\u0131ndan yemek sesleri gelmeye ba\u015flayana kadar\u2026<\/p>\n

Ak\u015fam\u00fcstleri, her seferinde sanki \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir g\u00fcn\u00fc devirmi\u015f gibi, derin bir nefes alarak batan g\u00fcn\u00fc izlerim. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bir bakan olsa vay be, der, bug\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, neler geldi ge\u00e7ti kimbilir ba\u015f\u0131ndan bug\u00fcn, nelerin alt\u0131ndan kalkt\u0131, vay anam vay\u2026 Ve \u00f6yle de: Her g\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcn. Bir g\u00fcn daha ya\u015fad\u0131k. \u0130nsanl\u0131k g\u00f6revimizi bir g\u00fcn daha yerine getirdik, az i\u015f mi?<\/p>\n

Bu zibidilikler d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndaki rollerimizi ciddiye alarak, o b\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7e\u011fi bilmez gibi yaparak, tek ger\u00e7ek bizim dahil oldu\u011fumuz insanl\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibi ve biz de buna y\u00fcrekten inan\u0131yormu\u015fuz gibi yaparak, bir g\u00fcn\u00fc daha devirdik! Domates biber fiyatlar\u0131n\u0131, ba\u015fbakan\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini, park yeri sorununu, tatile nereye gidece\u011fimizi, havalar\u0131n so\u011fudu\u011funu filan ciddiye alarak, ger\u00e7ek buradaym\u0131\u015f gibi yaparak\u2026 \u0130\u015fte o y\u00fczden her g\u00fcn g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 izlerim ben ve o g\u00fcn i\u00e7in \u015f\u00fckrederken bir de g\u00f6z k\u0131rpar\u0131m evrene: \u201cAram\u0131zda!\u201d<\/p>\n

(Ocak 2005)<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Siz, saatleri ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z. Hen\u00fcz s\u00f6zc\u00fck haline d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015f, ya da bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f durumlar yaratt\u0131n\u0131z. Tan\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131m. (Cemal S\u00fcreya, G\u00fcz Biti\u011fi) En sevdi\u011fim saatler, ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc saatleri.…<\/p>\n

Devam\u0131 i\u00e7in…Saatler<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[18],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=44"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44\/revisions\/45"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=44"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=44"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.candanturhan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=44"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}